not today....

Everybody as their own special day. A day long awaited...a day planned from a very long time.But what happens when the day arieves and your wishes dont come true, all your thoughts for that day take a different turn...
its a pain that can never be forgotten...



Everyday morn does rise the sun
We wake up with new dreams, hoping for some fun
What does the day hold, we never do know
At the end, would we feel nice or just plain low...

Ticking of the clock, they say is predictable
Just as before the final fall, the ball does dribble
Wish we too would know what to expect
Maybe then we could prepare, rather than drowning in the depth.

When actually did ego find its light of day
Why does our life depend on what it has to say
We might have our issues, so does everyone
Death can be brought with just a look, not always with a gun.

Had waited for this day, for a long time now
Is it too much to ask for a little bit of love
Just this day would have made all the difference
Atleast today, wish I had been your preference

Wanted to be held, tight in your arms
The only place I feel safe, away from all harms
You were the only one i wanted to be with today
Look into those eyes of yours, deeper than the blue ocean's bay

Nothing is it, I would have asked for
Sweet would have turned my day, but it seems to have gone all sour
Why is it the stars failed me this way
Aint this all I prayed every single day

Do you really think I dont cry when am left alone
How my heart breaks when you cut the phone
So many times I have wished I would have been dead
Rather than hear the words, now so often said

I love you my dear is it so hard to believe
I have bared my soul, what more am I to reveal
Look into my eyes am sure you will see
How much it is that you mean to me

This one day sweetheart, I wanted to call it our's
Just to be with you I did pray all my hours
Cant explain the pain felt when atlast you did say
How is it you finally mouthed the words "NOT TODAY...."