Whiskey Lullaby

A random thought, din't know the pain would last so long

Umpteen rights, yet nothing to undo that one wrong

Mistake it was, but not out of choice

And now all my life, feels like a bunch of lies

A listless wanderer, no aim nor place to go

None to call mine, neither friend nor foe

Trailing along with life, nothing to feel

Just me to blame, I made this deal

Cut's untold bled, drinks uncounted drowned

Can't let go, unseen bond I am bound

Been there, seen it, done it all

Yet there is no rising, from my fall

Stand here do I, unknown to me

Forget other's, its me I don't see

To my very soul, stranger am I

Hoping for relief, at least when I die

A drink it is, what difference would it make

Even for a while, happiness it can't fake

Why drag, an end well known

We should reap, what we have sown

Courage they say, needed to end dear life

But is it better, to live bleeding with a knife

Steel on skin, slowly trickles blood

Finally peace, my being does flood

Watching the scene, the angels wonder

Is living that bad, they ponder

Surrounding their wings, ease my pain

With their whiskey lullaby, my tears do rain