Absolute....

Everything I believed in, feels so lost today
Thought I knew the path, but unknown is the way;
All those fairy tales of yore, seem so untrue
Wonder where I stand, don't know what to do.

Dreams I held, close to my heart,
Stripped am I, part by part.
Screams unheard, pain deep within,
If nothing is said yet, would it be a sin.

Gave them my sleep, my breathing thought
Fighting for them, would be a battle well fought;
What is it then, am I waiting for
Ain't it time, for me to win my war ?

"Don't give up, your dreams I believe"
Saying this, my courage you weave
Make me dream again, hold me tight
And with you beside, I again see the light.

Won't be lost again; for you shall find,
With you watching out; will never be blind.
Follows the rainbow, an ugly storm
Absolute love, being your true form.

Am Sorry

As am thinking, about today

Dark clouds cover, the once bright ray

A drop slowly trickles, down my cheek

Is this rain, or just another tear drop's peak

There are words, meaning zillion things

Saying which, different way it spins

Power of them, who am I to say

But when heart breaks, its a price we pay

You've been, the dearest friend I've ever made

Unsaid promises, with you that I have said

Please forgive me, is what I beg of you

Lets start tomorrow, a day brand new

You are the smile, behind my every cheer

What you say, to me is very dear

There was so much, between you and me

Like this then, together, forever let us be...

Whiskey Lullaby

A random thought, din't know the pain would last so long

Umpteen rights, yet nothing to undo that one wrong

Mistake it was, but not out of choice

And now all my life, feels like a bunch of lies

A listless wanderer, no aim nor place to go

None to call mine, neither friend nor foe

Trailing along with life, nothing to feel

Just me to blame, I made this deal

Cut's untold bled, drinks uncounted drowned

Can't let go, unseen bond I am bound

Been there, seen it, done it all

Yet there is no rising, from my fall

Stand here do I, unknown to me

Forget other's, its me I don't see

To my very soul, stranger am I

Hoping for relief, at least when I die

A drink it is, what difference would it make

Even for a while, happiness it can't fake

Why drag, an end well known

We should reap, what we have sown

Courage they say, needed to end dear life

But is it better, to live bleeding with a knife

Steel on skin, slowly trickles blood

Finally peace, my being does flood

Watching the scene, the angels wonder

Is living that bad, they ponder

Surrounding their wings, ease my pain

With their whiskey lullaby, my tears do rain

My Christmas Wish

Wishing upon ever star I see

Just one wish it will always be

Cross my heart, close my eyes

A thought I send, to the three men wise

Rode across miles, distant long

In their hearts suppressed, a song

To lay at the feet, of their young king

Mercy received the departed, a wing

Angels around, peace everywhere

The world now had, someone to care

Them too I call upon, listen to my plea

Ask for pure joy, not just another glee

Something to hold on to, something I can trust

With passing time, that wont turn to dust

No glory nor fame, neither riches nor fortunes

Don't want a kingdom, to be one day lost in ruins

The one above, you know it all

You see through me, break the outer wall

Just one name, my heart screams out

He alone, with no doubt

Want him to see, want him to feel

My life laid, for his very seal

To be embraced, within his strong arm

I shall kneel, singing every single psalm

My love, for you my heart does bleed

Its every alter, that I shall plead

Nothing i'll ever need, but your love

Its you love, My Christmas Wish...

Let It Be Me

All I ever want is to have somebody call my name

Pull me tight and hold me; Tell me this is not a game

Someone who would see through all the smiles

And for the smile run distant miles

For all the world this someone, might just be another stranger, man

But for my living, this is the one because of whom I am

All I want is to be by your side

Its in your eyes that I wish to hide

As I see you now I feel the world coming to a stop, for me

Everything disappears, its only you that I can see

No other way will I have it now

Just you baby, I just need your love

Every breathe that I take, every song that I make; Is for you

Nothing that I wouldn't , only if you do tell me how to start a new

All my life, for you I will be

For once love, with you, let it be me.

Best For Last

Even when the world, is dark and grey

Your lost for words, don't know what to say

There is no light , shining anywhere

And you feel there's no one for you to care

Hope is lost, before its found

Despair all around, you feel so bound

You sit down, tears fill your eyes

No friendly face, just stares of ice

Your screaming out, but there's no voice

Look around all you see is lies

None to hold, no one to share

Every step its another snare

But believe what I say is true

You still can trust, there are a few

Smile on your face, will soon reside

You'll forget, you even once had cried

Every tunnel end, does shine a light

Stand up straight, my dear, brave the fight

Live in the now, let go the past

For life does keep, the best for last..

Love The Way You Lie

You pick up the phone, to give me a call
Ask me what was it, I said bout the ball
You remember, it makes me feel nice
For you though, its just a game of dice

Your plans ain't made, for that said day
It wouldn't harm you, to go out for a play
Think about it, say you will get back to me
So many years now, its through you I see

Deep down, am still love's fool
Try to follow, all those said rule
Begin dreaming, wear the black dress
Cross my fingers, don't want another mess

I wait now, for the familiar door's knock
The ticking clock; looks at me, starts its mock
Tale oft repeated, been through this before
Now there's nothing, no love nor sore

You come back, just as we know
Begin your song, hit off at doe'
I don't feel bad, I don't sigh
Its just that, I love the way you lie...