Still waiting...

Every drop of rain that falls, makes me think of you
The wind too blows in your way, forcing me a view
Am sitting watching dreaming, hoping you will come to me
And we shall be together, like how it's meant to be

I remember the days gone by, when it was only me and you
Spent time watching the night go by, day turning new
The smile that crossed on your face, with every word I said
I dint even have to speak it out, my very eyes you read

Wonder when did the distance creep, why did you go away
Still know inside my heart, you will come my way
There's nothing more I pray for, nothing but for you
And just for your very glimpse i'll stand the longest queue

I close my eyes stretch my hand, hoping you will hold
As a breeze pases beside me, I shiver in this cold
Am sitting watching dreaming, hoping you will be with me
And we will be together, like how it's meant to be...

Beautiful Stranger

Hey you, as I see you go
I feel an arrow pierce me through cupid's bow
Tell me your name, Tell me your story
Stranger, your smile gives me reasons to be merry

Wait up, now don't you leave
Trying to get up I tear my sleeve
I don't understand whats happening to me
But it looks like its with you, I wish to be

You must be something, there's something in you
Such feelings I feel for so very few
Don't be afraid, oh its not a snare
Its with you, my heart I wish to bare

Now you look at me, give me a smile
Pass me your no' to give you a dial
Agree for a coffee but don't call it a date
Is being together our very fate

Not going to mess this, nor shall push too fast
Have a feeling this is meant to last
You want to take it slow, live in the now
But I wonder, is this what people call 'LOVE'...

My Love..

Sitting here and watching the world go by
My heart gives out, a silent sigh
Wonder where you are or how you been
It's been so long, since my eyes have seen

Hand in hand we sat, you held me tight
Even when in darkness, I was guided by your light
Looking into your deep set eyes, I felt so bold
To be with you, my very soul; I would have sold

Nothing more did I long to see
Forever yours, I wished to be
You promised to always be by my side
Alas you left my hand, when tough became the ride

When am alone, I can still hear you sing
Look at my finger, it still craves for your ring
Swear this is true ask the ones sitting in the skies
If your love was true, you would have heard me through my eyes

We did choose our ways, you and I
But it still feels so tough, to say goodbye
If it really is as we say, all over now
Why my eyes still moist, I still feel you; My Love...

Angel Of Love

I sit here thinking, its just you and me
Your head on my lap, like how it is meant to be
But as I stroke, your hair that's brown
I can see them waiting, to pull the curtains; bring them down

For almost a decade you led this show
You were my anchor, my sail you did row
Never to give up, always on top
You even did the salsa, with the maid's mop

With a squeaky little bark you entered this gate
You were so scared, thought everything was a bait
Refused to eat, refused to stay quite
My tiny warrior, greeted everybody with a bite

Water was our enemy, oh the #1
Bath time was a ruckus, yet so much fun
There you stood all cleaned and fanned
But once we turn around, you were rolling on the sand

Was it Scooby Doo that I made you watch
Which had to be seen,sitting on the couch
How would you explain, our game of 'Sniff and Trail'
You were a detective, mission 'Criminal's Tail'

All were welcomed, a waggy bushy tail
When you jumped to say 'Hello', they turned pale
You were a darling, not just mine
Seeing you fool around, made everybody's day go fine

Reckless and arrogant, that's who I was
Yet you always loved me, without a pause
Unconditional love, unflinching faith
You stood by me even when I believed, this world was fake

Every little thing I shared with you
You knew it all, others just a few
My tears and my joy, those little evil plans in between
You were my best bud, all through my teen

Now you are surrounded by people you know
No one can smile, hearts heavy; low
This was not how it was meant to be
There was so much more, together, we had to see

As I hold you now, not wanting to leave
I shall remember our time, never ever grieve
And though the messengers of death, surround you now
You shall forever be my Venus- My Angel of Love...




Venus ( Aug 30/2000 - Mar 3/2010)

Missing you...

Feel so lost, as i stare at the mirror
Heart within gallops, a frightened little deer
Eyes are misty, they await
Every single day, but a forgotten date...

At the crossroads, it's just me all alone
Every breath I take I stil feel your cologne
Try to look around, see if your there
Eye's keep searching, path is all bare...

To take a step, which way do I go
Life's lost it's meaning, silence marks my do'
Nothing make's sense, nothing feels the same
Am in a trance, dont even know my name...

Palm I stretch, waiting for you to hold
Please warm my senses, am turning so cold
Numb am I, inside and out
Your my very life, I say it with no doubt...

Leaves of Autumn

Some waits never end...





With dreams in my eyes, I sit here and wait
Knowing you for so long I know you'll be late
Yet I sit here waiting for you to come
I do have for company the setting sun

Though it's been so long
I still feel you all along
Your thoughts, your words, your whisper...
A lady here calls for her dog - Casper

There is a wait so visible in my eyes
I try to hide it with my umpteen lies
But then how do I lie to myself
Or hide all my pains in an antic shelf

Lost in a reverie of day's gone by
I try to distract myself, I dont wanna sigh
But the memories flooding into me;
What we've lost, they want me to see

Why did it happen, what went wrong
Thought we could keep ourselves from the bad world around
Were they just dreams we once saw
Or are we mere pawns abiding anothers law

Am stil here waiting, on my own
Yet i keep hoping you'll soon take me home
Walk beside me a couple in their prime
I sit here and wonder, will this joy ever be mine

Tear's well up, I cant stop them now
All I pray for is a little bit of love
The sun's set now, birds have gone home
Sitting here this twilight, I am but all alone

In autumn the tree's, do shed their leaves
But can everything thats tattered, be made right with just a seive
As time passes, disappear the leaves that have rotten
Aint life too fragile, like leaves of autumn...

not today....

Everybody as their own special day. A day long awaited...a day planned from a very long time.But what happens when the day arieves and your wishes dont come true, all your thoughts for that day take a different turn...
its a pain that can never be forgotten...



Everyday morn does rise the sun
We wake up with new dreams, hoping for some fun
What does the day hold, we never do know
At the end, would we feel nice or just plain low...

Ticking of the clock, they say is predictable
Just as before the final fall, the ball does dribble
Wish we too would know what to expect
Maybe then we could prepare, rather than drowning in the depth.

When actually did ego find its light of day
Why does our life depend on what it has to say
We might have our issues, so does everyone
Death can be brought with just a look, not always with a gun.

Had waited for this day, for a long time now
Is it too much to ask for a little bit of love
Just this day would have made all the difference
Atleast today, wish I had been your preference

Wanted to be held, tight in your arms
The only place I feel safe, away from all harms
You were the only one i wanted to be with today
Look into those eyes of yours, deeper than the blue ocean's bay

Nothing is it, I would have asked for
Sweet would have turned my day, but it seems to have gone all sour
Why is it the stars failed me this way
Aint this all I prayed every single day

Do you really think I dont cry when am left alone
How my heart breaks when you cut the phone
So many times I have wished I would have been dead
Rather than hear the words, now so often said

I love you my dear is it so hard to believe
I have bared my soul, what more am I to reveal
Look into my eyes am sure you will see
How much it is that you mean to me

This one day sweetheart, I wanted to call it our's
Just to be with you I did pray all my hours
Cant explain the pain felt when atlast you did say
How is it you finally mouthed the words "NOT TODAY...."